I can't stop crying.
Around 11 am, I did a Wondfo pregnancy test, saw no line and went on with my day. I'm not really expecting a line and I'm not really sure why I'm still taking the tests. I guess part of me wants to think that the cramping I'm experiencing isn't my soon-to-arrive period, but my future baby saying hello. About an hour ago I went to go to the bathroom again and I SWEAR I saw a light pink second line on that first test. I know you're supposed to read the tests within 5 minutes, so maybe that line doesn't count. Although when I was testing out the HCG from the Ovidrel injection, those tests all look the same now as they did when I initially took them.
So maybe the line is not even there. Maybe I'm seeing things. Just to be sure, I did what any normal person does and take another test. And STARE it down. I still see a possibly phantom light pink line on this test. I can't stop crying. I can't stop shaking. I went from having no hope to literally being so hopeful at the possibility that there is actually a second pink line.
I called my husband at work. Crying. I told him that I don't mean to get his hopes up because I could just be going crazy but that I think I see a second pink line and that I had to tell somebody.
It's only cycle day 26, so is this too early to actually see something on the Wondfo tests? Am I just going crazy because I want this so bad?
I was pretty sure that I wasn't going to do beta blood work Thursday (our anniversary) because I didn't want confirmed bad news to ruin our day. Now I'm torn because I really think it could be good news. So going and getting bad news would be that much worse.
I'm officially crazy. Officially.
Wow! You're CD26 but what DPO are you?
ReplyDeleteIf you want me to look at the test (I'm by no means an expert and I've never gotten a positive), please email me a picture at itsjenniferjuniper@gmail.com. I've seen plenty of women's early BFP pictures, though.
FX!!!!
I never really know how to calculate DPO. I had the trigger shot on July 17th and an IUI on July 18th. I think that makes this 11 DPO, is that right? Do you know if there's a difference in testing with Wondfo tests vs other brands? I have one digital ept brand test but I don't know if it's too soon to take. I may wait 2 more days (if I can stand it!).
DeleteI'm not sure how to calculate your DPO based on an IUI. Sorry! But that line looked great yesterday! You should post a pic of today's if you think you see a line again!! FX!!
DeleteI'm wondering your dpo, too! I don't have any experience with evap lines or true positives so I couldn't say, but I completely understand your emotions. Sending hope for a BFP!!
ReplyDeleteI'm a freaking wreck! I responded above about my confusion about calculating DPOs. I'm 12 days past the trigger shot and 11 days past my IUI. Thanks for the good wishes!!
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